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	<title>BeautifulNotHot</title>
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	<pubDate>Mon, 11 Aug 2008 14:06:25 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>Letting go</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/08/11/letting-go/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 11 Aug 2008 14:06:25 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Faith</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Song and Image to come when I come down off the drugs 
Right after I wrote the last post I had a conversation with my best friend who has worked hard with her fiancee to overcome some bad decisions they both made.  In summary, it&#8217;s time for me to let go.  Let go or trying to be [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Now what?</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/31/now-what/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 31 Jul 2008 17:05:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
Living in Confusion - Phyllis Hyman
We had a good couple days, maybe even a week or so. But I was sitting on a realization I came to Sunday. I only sat on it because there were a few other stressful things going on in our lives so I didn’t want to compound it, but I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>No nookie nookie</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/22/no-nookie-nookie/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Jul 2008 16:55:24 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
You Gets No Love – Faith
Well on the up side, I’m quite over myType. Although I doubt I’ll see him again anytime soon, I have no fear of still having any feelings of anything more than a friend. I’m overjoyed by that.
On the downside, I’ve come to the conclusion that the lack of sex drive [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Ain&#8217;t bout *ish</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/18/aint-bout-ish/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/18/aint-bout-ish/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 19:35:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Dirt</category>
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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I Want You – Common
I think I’m giving up on myself. I really think it’s not in me to do this whole commitment thing. I’m too weak, and hell does anyone else really do it anyway? I don’t believe they do. I don’t know of a single person who has never ever done it before.
Let [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Damn! Who let Inga out?!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/02/damn-who-let-inga-out/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/02/damn-who-let-inga-out/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 20:11:36 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Dirt</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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About to Hate Me – Kelis
I like how you seem to think that I will overlook things that don’t change if enough time goes by. Did you think that I would keep addressing the issue repeatedly? I asked who you she was and I took your explanation at face value initially. I even disregarded the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Stupid aint quite so stupid anymore</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/01/stupid-aint-quite-so-stupid-anymore/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/01/stupid-aint-quite-so-stupid-anymore/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 01:27:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Dirt</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Sleepin’ In My Bed – Dru Hill
No stupid is about to become a demonstration. #48 is about to get a demonstration of my statement that I’m not leaving, but if you fuck up I will make your life a living hell.
Once again I find that he and this chick are still in communication. He hasn’t [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Can&#8217;t get it up</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/01/cant-get-it-up/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/07/01/cant-get-it-up/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 01:10:42 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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“I’m just trying to enjoy the non sex that we’re having” – Chris Rock in I Think I Love My Wife
No not him, me; I can’t get it up. I haven’t had a sexually desirous thought or feeling in months now. Initially it was just a problem 2 weeks out of the month. Because the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>A little ways back</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/18/a-little-ways-back/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:47:08 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Impala/DistantLover</category>
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Goodbye - Tevin Campbell 
I saw this guy in the post office the other day who reminded me of DL.  I wonder how he is doing.  I won&#8217;t reach out to him, but I wonder.  I believe out season ended when I moved here.  Some irreparable damage was done on both sides and the nature of [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Just in case&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/18/just-in-case/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/18/just-in-case/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:36:55 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
International Player&#8217;s Anthem - UGK/Outkast 
&#8230;my level of stupidity is in question; let me quantify how stupid I really am. 
I&#8217;m not over myType which is absolutely INSANE.  The man makes it opaquely clear that he doesn’t want to be with me before he leaves.  Then he cuts off conversation with me for months while he&#8217;s gone.  [...]]]></description>
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		<title>To sleep or not to sleep</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/18/to-sleep-or-not-to-sleep/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/18/to-sleep-or-not-to-sleep/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:20:23 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
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I never thought there was a such things as being too tired to have sex. Don’t laugh; I’m serious! I’ve never been the type that couldn’t stay away to do it, or even have the energy to do it. Now tired and miserable the morning after, I get; but not too tired to get it [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Lose ‘em how ya got ‘em</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/06/lose-%e2%80%98em-how-ya-got-%e2%80%98em/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/06/lose-%e2%80%98em-how-ya-got-%e2%80%98em/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 07 Jun 2008 00:14:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>#48</category>
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Blu is a Mood – Blu Cantrell 
The words said to me by #48’s wife via email during a brief exchange a few months ago. Every now and then they haunt me. I wonder if that will be my fate. Had I known, would I have done anything differently? I really don’t know. But I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Because I’m stupid</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/06/because-i%e2%80%99m-stupid/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/06/because-i%e2%80%99m-stupid/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 06 Jun 2008 21:14:42 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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Crybaby - Mariah Carey 
What the hell is wrong with me?! Why did I send myType that damn email? Why did I let myself get upset by his typical unemotional, insensitivity? Did I think he’d changed? I know I didn’t. He didn’t say anything I wouldn’t have expected coming from him. Yet, I found myself emotional [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Struggle x 2</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/05/struggle-x-2/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/05/struggle-x-2/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 20:05:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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Crossed My Mind – Jill Scott
Number 1: I find my co-workers brother who recently got hired on here attractive. There I said it.
 
Number 2: MyType is back in Atl. How does that affect me since I’m in Houston? You’d think it wouldn’t at all, right? Wrong, I still think about him far too much and [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Panty droppin’</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/03/panty-droppin%e2%80%99/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/03/panty-droppin%e2%80%99/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 03 Jun 2008 20:02:42 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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So Lady – Mary J. Blige
I guess its really bad when your man comes to you and asks how much money you need to get some new underwear…lol I’ve been needing to go buy some more but of course it hasn’t been a priority. I almost feel bad, except its just damn funny! LOL

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		<title>All in</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/02/all-in/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/06/02/all-in/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 02 Jun 2008 19:59:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
Butterflies – Alicia Keys
So I’m all moved in*biting nails* Yes I won’t even pretend that I’m not a little scared and freaked out. We live together for real now. The ‘officialness’ of it is frightening. I guess that means the commitment itself is frightening. But I haven’t ever successfully been committed someone, which is a [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Better than adjusted</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/05/20/better-than-adjusted/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/05/20/better-than-adjusted/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2008 01:18:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
I’m out of town for work this week and I’m beyond ready to get back to my family. I’m so blessed that #48’s sister was able to come stay with at my house to take my son to school in the mornings. #48 leaves far before the crack of dawn so picking him up in [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Where we are</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/05/20/where-we-are/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2008 01:09:23 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
We’re less than two weeks away from the official move. We’re still splitting our time between the two houses right now and I will be the happiest woman ever once that is done. It’s extremely draining. His house won’t be as ready as we’d initially wanted it to be, but we’ve both realized that we’d [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I&#8217;m still here</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/05/16/im-still-here/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/05/16/im-still-here/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 16 May 2008 18:09:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>Faith</category>
		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/05/16/im-still-here/</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[ 
My site has been down and I&#8217;ve been so damn busy I haven&#8217;t had time to even work with support to get it back up.  But it&#8217;s up now and I&#8217;m not going anywhere.  I&#8217;m busy as hell still: organizing our move, we&#8217;re living in between both houses right now, preparing to be out of [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Tagged</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/05/02/tagged/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/05/02/tagged/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 02 May 2008 15:36:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[LOL I haven&#8217;t been tagged in forever.  This was cute and fun.
What is your name? T*****
A four letter word: Tasty
A vehicle: Toyota
A city: Trenton
A boy&#8217;s name: Thomas
A girl&#8217;s name: Tonya
An alcoholic drink: Tequila (shots, margaritas, sunrise, I do it all!)
An occupation: Trainer
Something you wear: Thongs (woohoo!)
A celebrity: Tweet (man I miss her music…Come Back [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Color schemes</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/04/27/color-schemes/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/04/27/color-schemes/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 27 Apr 2008 23:16:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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I’ve been watching HGTV for the past week.  Looking at decorations and color schemes and window treatments and refinishing fire places.  I don’t watch HGTV.  I have no interest in home repairs.  Or at least I didn’t before I started calling (or trying to call) #48’s house home.
You would think he [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The highlight of my weekend</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/04/07/the-highlight-of-my-weekend/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Apr 2008 17:17:25 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
He Loves Me – Jill Scott
Having three different people on three different occasions tell me how happy they are that #48 finally left his wife, how much happier and in love he seems to be with me, and wishing us the best. It was so crazy, because one comment came from his friend’s wife whom [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Get errr done!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/04/02/get-errr-done/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/04/02/get-errr-done/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 02 Apr 2008 21:16:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Dirt</category>
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Neva Scared – Bone Crusher
I have unrealistic expectations. When I was married I just thought my husband was lazy. I had to do all the work, because waiting on him it was likely to never get done. I’m realizing now that I’m somewhat of a work-a-holic and when I think something is important and needs [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Surprisingly still</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/04/01/surprisingly-still/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 01 Apr 2008 17:53:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>MyType</category>
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Green Eyes – Erykah Badu
As of lately I’ve been wondering if its time to retire the blog. I haven’t been writing as much in the past couple months and I haven’t quit felt like it, though I wouldn’t say I haven’t had anything to say. As I was driving into the office this morning I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The days go by</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/03/27/the-days-go-by/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 27 Mar 2008 17:56:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Home</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Roses – Mary J Blige
I’d rate the past two weeks on a 1 – 10 scale at about a 7. Overall things have been good as peaceful ad on the right track. We’ve spent the past two weekends at his house. The simplicity of it has been really nice. There’s spare furniture there right now; [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Left speechless</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/03/08/left-speechless/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 08 Mar 2008 22:22:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>#48</category>
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Try Again – Raheem Devaughn 
We’d been talking about getting married, pretty regularly since around the middle of January; I guess around the time she moved out. Needless to say, those thoughts were severely interrupted with me discovering he’s already married. I really had to think long and hard about if or how to proceed [...]]]></description>
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		<title>What goes around&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/03/08/what-goes-around/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 08 Mar 2008 21:56:31 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Fire</category>
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Daring Nikki – Prince
There are a lot of people going through a lot of things around me lately, and unfortunately I often become the ear of reason that people come to when life has gone to hell. It’s always funny to me that people come to me for advice, yet when I have my own [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Wild, randomness</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/03/05/wild-randomness/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 05 Mar 2008 19:45:31 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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What Happened - Algebra Blesset 
I keep thinking of things I want. Material things I want to have or want to do. I want to go to the spa. I want a new purse. I want to go shopping for some new clothes. I want to buy some new furniture. I want some jewelry. I want [...]]]></description>
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		<title>After five days&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/03/04/after-five-days/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:09:18 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Resentment – Beyonce
I’m in a place where I finally am thinking about praying about it. After 5 days I’m finally in a place where the words even form in my head. Because before this moment, there were no words, no coherent thoughts, no processed feelings…just raw emotion. I wish I could talk about how last [...]]]></description>
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		<title>How I know he’s the one for me</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/30/how-i-know-he%e2%80%99s-the-one-for-me/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 30 Jan 2008 15:57:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Fire</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Lick – Joi
Anytime I get even a little bit intoxicated, I want to strip for him. Never fails. And I’ve always been too nervous or never really wanted to do it for anyone else. I always felt like I’d be judged, or laughed at, or the thought of it always brought back the demoralized feelings [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The house</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/29/the-house/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 Jan 2008 15:55:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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I Found My Everything – Mary J Blige
I finally got to see the house Saturday evening. Ok not ‘the house’, ‘my house’ Because that’s what he keeps calling it, and I’ll be honest, in my head I’ve called it that a few times myself. Anyway, I pulled up to it after going to a meeting [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Didn’t take long at all</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/28/didn%e2%80%99t-take-long-at-all/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/28/didn%e2%80%99t-take-long-at-all/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 28 Jan 2008 15:50:45 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Fire</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Anytime, Anyplace – Janet Jackson
By Friday night, the hormones that has left with my sex drive in tow, returned and brought a few friends with them. Man! I worked form home Friday and by the time he walked in the door late that morning I was ready to jump his bones right then, and I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>*$#@in&#8217; hormones!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/24/in-hormones/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2008 18:43:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>#48</category>
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Touch It – Monifah
Now it was just a few months ago that I was talking about how I was worried that #48 wouldn’t be able keep up with me sexually and that could definitely cause a problem in the future. I also retracted that statement a few days later. Man on man, do I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Ding dong&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/22/shes-out/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 22:30:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>Faith</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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You and Me - Ledisi
The witch is GONE!!! She’s out! It’s official, which is one of the biggest reasons why I’m so happy. He moved her out Sunday afternoon and thus far it seems to be completely done. I’m selfishly happy because I don’t pretend to ignore that a part of him is grieving. But that’s [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I&#8217;m happy</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/22/im-happy/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 22:17:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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I&#8217;m Glad - J. Lo
That&#8217;s such a simple little sentance.  Yet I struggle with it so much.  Everytime I say it, I&#8217;m caught off guard.  I really didn&#8217;t realize the depth of how &#8216;not happy&#8217; I was until I started talking more about my relationship with #48 and saying out loud &#8220;I&#8217;m happy&#8221; and realizing [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Define: Partners</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/16/define-partners/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Jan 2008 21:00:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Rhythm of Love - Kindred
It simply amazes me how well we work together. All the time. It’s crazy. I’ve never seen/experienced/heard of two people behind so cohesive. It’s funny; we almost step on each other’s toes trying to be helpful. How abnormal is that?..lol But I’m certainly not complaining.
I’ve never been in a relationship where [...]]]></description>
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		<title>A thread between best friends</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/09/a-thread-between-best-friends/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 09 Jan 2008 22:15:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>Faith</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Anything You Need – Faith Evans
P: Any update on the ex-fiancé yet?
B: Update: He had another sit down with her again while I was gone, because she’s still dragging her feet. He helped arrange to get her apartment and paid the deposit on it. He wasn’t happy about having to do it, but in order [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Behind me</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2008/01/02/behind-me/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 02 Jan 2008 22:26:49 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Trees</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Schoolboy Crush - AWB 
Maybe I should have some regret, but I don’t. I went home for the holidays with every intention on paying a visit to my friend from high school. Not quite so much for the wrong reasons as last time, but I’ll admit they were along the same lines. Simply put, I needed [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Protected: What I Knew Then…What I Know Now</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/12/19/what-i-knew-then%e2%80%a6what-i-know-now/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 19 Dec 2007 20:46:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Dirt</category>
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		<title>Love is…</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/12/19/love-is%e2%80%a6/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 19 Dec 2007 19:47:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Best Friend - Ledisi
Having to schedule all your vacation in advance and scheduling it around events that are important to the one you love.

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		<title>Messages in the dark</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/12/15/messages-in-the-dark/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 16 Dec 2007 02:12:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Faith</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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See You Smile Again – BBD 
Is it just me, or does God very rarely tell you do something that makes sense to you? I mean really. I know that not everyone recognizes when God is speaking or has spoken something to you, but I do. The bigger messages always seem to come in the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I have faith</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/12/11/i-have-faith/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 18:56:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Faith</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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A Piece of Cake – Cupcake Brown
And with that said, I’m letting go of all fears, all worries, all anxieties over this whole thing. God has stepped in when I’ve needed him to, when I didn’t think I needed him to, even at time when I didn’t even believe He loved me. I have 100% [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I love me more</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/12/10/i-love-me-more/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 10 Dec 2007 16:04:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Through Love - Kindred
I love me so much that I had to ask him to leave yesterday. I’m not going to keep fighting about something that you have pretty much deemed, based on your actions, as unimportant.
Thursday he agreed to give me the papers. Friday I got nothing.
Saturday we had plans to go out later [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Turbulence</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/12/05/turbulence/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 05 Dec 2007 17:57:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Right To Be Wrong – Joss Stone
We’re at a critical juncture. What happens from here could make or break our relationship. We’re still fighting over the eviction papers. It’s become less about the papers themselves and more about the principles behind giving them and not giving them.
We fought Monday night. It wasn’t so much that [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Bullying</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/12/03/bullying/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/12/03/bullying/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:59:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Only For You – Eric Roberson
Compromise – “to make a shameful or disreputable concession&#8221; wouldn&#8217;t compromise with their principles
This is the first time I’ve ever doubted what I feel and it scares me. The remote thought that I’m wrong about a future with #48 is almost unfathomable. But today that’s the feeling I am having.
I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Incomplete thoughts</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/26/incomplete-thoughts/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2007 19:38:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[No pic - No song 
I came home last night to a clean house and a meal on my stove. I certainly didn’t leave the house clean. And as tired as I was, it would have been a frozen pizza night. But it wasn’t. It was a home cooked meal, sit down and don’t do anything night. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Motivations and intentions</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/20/motivations-and-intentions/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/20/motivations-and-intentions/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 20 Nov 2007 16:10:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>MyType</category>
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Rocket Love – Stevie Wonder
I had another dream about myType this weekend. At least in this one we weren’t having sex, thank goodness! This was actually a welcome dream, and I’m not surprised I had it. I’ve finally been starting to feel settled about “us” in the past few weeks. I’m certainly not over it [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Simple bliss</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/19/simple-bliss/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/19/simple-bliss/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 19 Nov 2007 16:08:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Loving Me for Me – Christina Agilera
It’s so funny how transparent a woman in love is. I went over to ask a co-worker of mine for some information and when I asked how her weekend was she had a “fantastically wonderfully super” blush as she answered “My weekend was really good” And all I could [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Almost&#8230;but not quite</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/16/almostbut-not-quite/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/16/almostbut-not-quite/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 16 Nov 2007 21:39:06 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>#48</category>
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Woman Like me - Beyonce  
I arrived home last night to hot food on my stove and a drawn bath. Ummmm, whose house is this?! He had fixed dinner, fixed me a drink and had it waiting in the freezer and run a bath for me to get into as soon as I got home. Now [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I can only be Beauty</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/15/i-can-only-be-beauty/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/15/i-can-only-be-beauty/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 15 Nov 2007 16:28:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Something In the Way You Make Me Feel - Stephanie Mills 
An unhappy Beauty is an unstable Beauty, I am realizing. Over the past weekend, I was ready to make some moves that were going to turn the NW section of Houston upside down. I didn’t care whose feelings got hurt. In fact my intentions were to hurt [...]]]></description>
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		<title>With a lover like me, you dont need enemies</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/02/with-a-lover-like-me-you-dont-need-enemies/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/11/02/with-a-lover-like-me-you-dont-need-enemies/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 02 Nov 2007 19:41:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Fire</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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I Love You Too Much - Eric Roberson/Algebra Blessett
Its amazing the things you say to people you love out of anger. I think the more you love someone the harder you lash out at them. Not that last night was the first night that I’ve spewed out some seriously harsh words to #48, but I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Tasty candy drops</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/10/14/tasty-candy-drops/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/10/14/tasty-candy-drops/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 14 Oct 2007 23:21:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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Crown Royal - Jill Scott 
Somewhere in time I forgot the scent of a woman and how sexy and inviting and delicious that is. I forgot the importance of the lathering of the scented body wash, the taking of an extra couple minutes to pat dry and then lotioning of every inch from head to toe with [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Random catching up</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/10/12/random-catching-up/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/10/12/random-catching-up/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2007 20:56:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Single Life - Cameo 
I’ve been away, but now I’m back. I’ve been sick, then I was depressed. I’ve been busy, and I am drop dead tired when I get home so I’ve been lazy. But today I feel great all around. Unfortunately there’s plenty that has happened but I just haven’t felt like writing, so [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I am NOT a slacker</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/09/28/i-am-not-a-slacker/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/09/28/i-am-not-a-slacker/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 28 Sep 2007 13:39:22 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
I planned to blog about my past weekend during which I had to cut loose two guys that I thought had potiential in their own ways on Friday night, and spent Saturday and Sunday in great company, although I got no sleep, this past Monday, but I&#8217;ve been sick all week.  Hopefully nothing much will happen before I can get better and write.  [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Boy Stop!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/09/12/boy-stop-2/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/09/12/boy-stop-2/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 12 Sep 2007 16:31:45 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Lightning</category>
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Pretty and young just do not make a good package. I knew the pretty boy was eventually going to become a problem. I dont know if his immaturity is from age or being accustomed to getting a certain reaction from women or what but it’s leaking out and its very unattractive.
A couple weeks ago he [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Once again it&#8217;s on</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/09/10/once-again-its-on/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/09/10/once-again-its-on/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 10 Sep 2007 16:33:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
Why – 112
Without going into detail, I’ve been rendered penniless. I found this out Friday morning and although I expect this to be temporary, it’s been a headache to say the least. Of course #48 stepped up and brought me lunch and gas money the minute I told him what happened.
Saturday and most of Sunday [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Guess what I did last night?</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/09/09/guess-what-i-did-last-night/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/09/09/guess-what-i-did-last-night/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 09 Sep 2007 17:09:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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Like U - Kelis 
I went on a date! Ok yes it’s kinda sad that I’m so geeked about it, but I haven’t actually wanted to go out on a date with anyone since myType. That’s over a year. And the fact that it was a fabulous date only makes it that much better.
I met this guy [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Fairy Tales</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/29/fairy-tales/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/29/fairy-tales/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 29 Aug 2007 21:06:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Trees</category>
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Midnight Train to Georgia - Glady Knight
I was a part of a conversation last night that I wasn’t quite prepared for. I don’t think anything will come of this but I’m a little concerned. I don’t want to say I made the mistake of being intimate with someone from back in the day under the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Eviction</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/24/eviction/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/24/eviction/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 24 Aug 2007 19:13:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Yesterday’s post was very cathartic for me. Sunday I told #48 that the time had come for me to cut our communication until he did whatever it is he was planning to do with his life and relationship. He’d already told me a few days prior that he hadn’t wanted to make any major changes [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Had to let it go</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/23/had-to-let-it-go/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/23/had-to-let-it-go/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 23 Aug 2007 19:46:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Fire</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Get Alone with You - Kelis 
I wish I could kick you with those sexy, strappy 3 inch heels that you love
I wish I could pick up that old, beat up recliner that you love to sink into and throw it at your head
I wish I could hate you so much that the fires in hell [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Ugggggg!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/15/ugggggg/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/15/ugggggg/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 15 Aug 2007 14:37:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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Love Don&#8217;t Live here Anymore - Rose Royce 
Damn, I feel like I just can’t shake myType! I hate that I feel the way I do about him. It’s an extremely love/hate feeling. I’ll always love the memories I have of our time together, and I don’t quite regret our relationship. I do feel that he [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Didn&#8217;t take me long</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/12/didnt-take-me-long/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/08/12/didnt-take-me-long/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 12 Aug 2007 17:37:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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Hot Thing - Prince 
I&#8217;ve found this little cute thing to kick it with. Ooo wee, I knew I was in trouble when he sent me a few pictures. Number one because I could tell he’s young. I didn’t even ask how old at the time. But beyond that, he’s big and thick, doesn’t pass the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I know I know better, don&#8217;t I?</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/25/i-know-i-know-better-dont-i/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/25/i-know-i-know-better-dont-i/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 26 Jul 2007 02:33:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Didn&#8217;t Cha Know - Erykah Badu 
You have to know its so much easier to do the wrong thing than it is to do the right thing.  And I try hard every day to live by that.  I live by faith, and even when its hard I know that my faith sees me through. 
I’ve learned a [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Right on time</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/24/right-on-time/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/24/right-on-time/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 25 Jul 2007 03:09:57 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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Can&#8217;t Take My Eyes of You - Lauyrn Hill 
Two weeks in and I have my ‘at work’ crush all picked out.  It never fails…  I start a new job and within two weeks, I have a crush on a woman there.  I can’t think of a single job where it didn’t happen.  It’s not like [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Showdown</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/20/showdown/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/20/showdown/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 20 Jul 2007 18:47:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Jealous - Faith 
I’m surprised it took as long as it did. I told him before I got here he was going to have a big problem once I got here. He’s knows me, he’s knows where I’ve been and he’s knows what I’m not going to put up with. Nevertheless, he’s still a man and [...]]]></description>
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		<title>New city, same *ish</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/20/new-city-same-ish/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/20/new-city-same-ish/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 20 Jul 2007 18:42:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
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Single Life - Cameo 
Notice not a word has been said about my ‘date’. Just a reminder of why I hate dating. Granted things happen and I understand his sitter fell through, that’s fine. But still just adds to the list of why I hate dating.

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		<title>I&#8217;m free!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/17/im-free/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/17/im-free/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2007 13:02:18 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyHero</category>
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Movin On - Mya
It’s official! The sight of silver Explorer SportTrac’s no longer disturb me. Sad I had to move to another state to be confidant that any truck silver SportTrac was not myHero existing in my space.

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		<title>It’s HOT!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/11/it%e2%80%99s-hot/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/11/it%e2%80%99s-hot/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Jul 2007 14:22:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
Happy Face - Destiny&#8217;s Child 
I remember it being hot when I first moved to Atlanta, so I know I’ll adjust but its really, extra hot right now! I made it successfully and I really like my job already. Career wise this is a great move for me, and for that reason I am extra excited [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Words from the heart</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/06/words-from-the-heart/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/06/words-from-the-heart/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 06 Jul 2007 23:56:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Faith</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
Bruised but Not Broken - Joss Stone 
It&#8217;s funny what comes to you and the places they come from.  It&#8217;s not often someone says to me that they feel compelled to say something to me because it was put on their heart, so where I hear those words I am quick to listen.
My manager came to me [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Time keeps on ticking</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/05/time-keeps-on-ticking/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/07/05/time-keeps-on-ticking/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Jul 2007 19:08:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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Someday - Mariah Carey
I’ll be happy when the day comes that I don’t feel a twinge of pain when someone asks me about myType.  When I told my friends that I was moving to Houston, one of them asked me if I was moving there because of him.  I understood why she might [...]]]></description>
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		<title>And you care why?</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/06/27/and-you-care-why/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/06/27/and-you-care-why/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 27 Jun 2007 14:13:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Impala/DistantLover</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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Please Don&#8217;t Go - Tank 
So the official move date is July 7.  And it’s amazing to me, who is nuttin’ up because of me leaving.  It’s hilarious.  Saturday, I talked to CoachD.  He’s finally getting that divorce he swore he was in the process of getting when we met.  *insert [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Old *ish</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/06/17/old-ish/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/06/17/old-ish/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 17 Jun 2007 14:55:36 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>MyHero</category>
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Whatever Bitch - Mya 
I shouldn&#8217;t even be affected.  But this bitch got deep up under my skin and every time I set eyes on her, I can&#8217;t help but get all worked up.
I went to Old School Saturday last night with my girls.  We&#8217;re chillin&#8217;, people watching, cracking jokes as always.  And [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Much needed!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/06/15/much-needed/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/06/15/much-needed/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 15 Jun 2007 14:28:12 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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Weekend - Kelis 
Ahhh vacation.  I hadn&#8217;t been on a real one since my honeymoon seven years ago.  I went on a cruise to the Bahamas for four days and it was glorious.  I&#8217;d doing it again once a month if I could.  And now I&#8217;m back&#8230;all sexy with my new [...]]]></description>
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		<title>And a good time was had all around</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/29/and-a-good-time-was-had-all-around/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/29/and-a-good-time-was-had-all-around/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 29 May 2007 22:00:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Words - Anthony David

My trip was fabulous, thank you for asking! It was productive on all the levels it was supposed to be *wink* My target move date is July 1. I have a job lined up, I&#8217;m just waiting for the official offer letter. However, I already had a phone interview for another (better) [...]]]></description>
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		<title>*giggle giggle*</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/23/giggle-giggle/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/23/giggle-giggle/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 23 May 2007 19:52:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Lil Star - Kelis 
I fly out at 8AM in the morning.  I’m so excited I&#8217;m about to spontaneously combust.  I have two interviews at my girlfriends company and then I’m done for the day.  #48 will come and pick me up form there and take me to look at an apartment and the school near [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I don’t wanna…</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/17/i-don%e2%80%99t-wanna%e2%80%a6/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/17/i-don%e2%80%99t-wanna%e2%80%a6/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 17 May 2007 13:31:52 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>MyType</category>
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Still On It - Ashanti 
I haven’t been sleeping well the past few weeks.  I know I have stuff going on subconsciously (i.e. I’m stressed about getting relocated)  And I’ll be damned if for the second night in the past three weeks that I have dreamt about myType.  And not just him in the dream, but [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Flattered</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/08/flattered/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/08/flattered/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 08 May 2007 20:23:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Anniversary - TonyToniTone 
I’m going to go back out to Houston for a couple interviews in two weeks.  I sent a text to my girl and to #48 to let them know I was flying out for a day.  This morning he asks me how much I make a day.  I really didn’t think anything of [...]]]></description>
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		<title>What&#8217;s in a name</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/05/whats-in-a-name/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/05/whats-in-a-name/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 05 May 2007 15:29:57 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Trees</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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Addicted - Ne-Yo 
Kinda hard to be mad when a man has named your na-na &#8220;Ecstasy&#8221;.  Any explaination you can come up with for it is all correct 

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		<title>Updatin&#8217;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/03/updatin/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/05/03/updatin/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 03 May 2007 21:09:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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Wipe Me Down - Lil Webbie
I know I’ve been away far too long.  My energies have been elsewhere.  Not good because some of my energy really should be in writing, but that’s a separate project.  Anyway, sorry to stay away so long, but I’m here now, maybe you even missed me a lil bit.  But [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Rationality&#8230;bah humbug</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/14/rationalitybah-humbug/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/14/rationalitybah-humbug/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 14 Apr 2007 22:39:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Trees</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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&#8220;Crazy In Love&#8221; Beyonce 
My impatience is making me irrational.  I feel restless; like I really don&#8217;t have to be here, I could be content in Houston, closer to him.  Which in all honesty is true.  I love my friends and
fam here but I have a few there too could I could [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Scattered thoughts</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/12/momentary-thoughts/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/12/momentary-thoughts/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Apr 2007 21:54:10 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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&#8220;You Knock Me Out&#8221; - R.Kelly 
Funny how such a simple statement can push you over the egde
Sexy is a state of mind
Undoing what&#8217;s been done wouldn&#8217;t fix the problem, learning from it will
Lonely in any group setting is never a good thing

Lack of patience is my biggest weakness
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		<title>Tasty</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/12/tasty/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/12/tasty/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Apr 2007 21:34:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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&#8220;Flirt&#8221; - Cameo 
There&#8217;s a cutie at work I got my eyes on.  Not for anything more than flirting purposes, of course but still yummy yummy.  He better stop flirting so much with me or I might be tempted.

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		<title>A little early but&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/10/a-little-early-but/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/10/a-little-early-but/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Apr 2007 01:37:11 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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I just realized that 2 days from today will be my 2 year anniversary on this blog.  Damn, I can&#8217;t believe I stuck with this for this long.  Me, the Queen of Flighty&#8230;lol  I&#8217;m glad I have though because I don&#8217;t think I would be where I am, or have learned what [...]]]></description>
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		<title>How could I have known?</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/08/how-could-i-have-known/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/04/08/how-could-i-have-known/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 09 Apr 2007 02:44:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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Without You - Dwele
I left my future husband in Houston this weekend.  I thought I was over this man.  We’ve been friends for almost ten years.  The first five we were madly in love with each other despite time, distance and other relationships.  #48 has always called my son his son.  Because in all honestly, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Heading for the hills</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/29/heading-for-the-hills/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/29/heading-for-the-hills/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Mar 2007 21:53:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
	<category>MyHero</category>
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A Little Too Late - Brian McKnight

I went to lunch with the latest virgo today.  We got into a discussion about getting back with exs and the difference between settling and sticking in it for the long haul.  He was talking about getting back with his ex because of the time invested and [...]]]></description>
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		<title>This, that, and the other</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/22/this-that-and-the-other/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/22/this-that-and-the-other/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 22 Mar 2007 16:39:52 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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&#8220;I&#8217;m A Sucker for Your Love&#8221; - Teena Marie 
Nothing really new on the home front. A lil of this a lil of that, I guess it’s been a quiet month over all and I’m not complaining in the least bit.

This: I’m over whatever I was battling with last week and the week before thankfully. Instead [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Then</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/15/then/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/15/then/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 16 Mar 2007 00:58:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>MyType</category>
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&#8220;About to Hate Me&#8221; Kelis
For a moment I was taken back to the beginning of it all. Plans were set and the day before I got into a minor fender bender. Minor, but I was shaken and instinctively I called to share it with you. I guess I knew you were compassionate before I really [...]]]></description>
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		<title>If only for one night</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/10/if-only-for-one-night/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/10/if-only-for-one-night/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 11 Mar 2007 00:28:06 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>MyType</category>
	<category>MyHero</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
	<category>#48</category>
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The Screams of Passion - Prince
Last night I made love to four men. I&#8217;ve never been with so many men at one time. I found myself to be turned on and turned out and a night of passion that I have never and may never experience again.

MyHero was there and set the night off as [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Blah</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/08/blah/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/03/08/blah/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 09 Mar 2007 02:53:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Trees</category>
	<category>Impala/DistantLover</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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&#8220;The One&#8221; Ceelo 
Hey I&#8217;m still here.  Just been busy adjusting to work, and fighting some strange illness I&#8217;ve got going on.  DL called me last night and found out I&#8217;m sick and went into &#8216;care taker mode&#8217;.  As usual, he never ceases to surprise me and insisted on coming by tonight and bringing me some [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Blindsighted pt.3</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/26/blindsighted-pt3/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/26/blindsighted-pt3/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Feb 2007 01:39:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Trees</category>
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“Easy Conversation” Jill Scott
I had plenty to do Sunday. I planned to meet Mr. Wonderful for lunch but my schedule got rearranged so we made plans to meet for dinner instead. I have to admit, I was an emotional mess all day. I took my son to the movies and cried through half the movie. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Blindsighted pt.2</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/26/blindsighted-pt2/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/26/blindsighted-pt2/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Feb 2007 00:46:14 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>Faith</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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“Anytime You Need A Friend” Mariah Carey
I haven’t actually spoken to myType since before he left. I know the withdrawal is because of his depression about being deployed. So I haven’t been taking it personal. I have however been keeping in touch. I’ve sent him a few messages on MySpace just letting him know what’s [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Blindsighted pt.1</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/26/blindsighted-pt1/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/26/blindsighted-pt1/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2007 15:52:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Trees</category>
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“Crush On You” The Jets
I had people in town visiting this weekend. My younger cousins were here staying with my cousin that lives here and my best friend from high school’s brother was also here. Friday night we went out to party. Well, I originally went with my fam, and my best friend’s brother was [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Things to come</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/26/things-to-come/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/26/things-to-come/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2007 14:03:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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My horoscope for today happens to be an overview of the next few upcoming posts from this past weekend:
Your emotions have created a separate little world of their own. Even if they don&#8217;t fit into your current set of circumstances, you still should try to honor them. Keep in mind that you don&#8217;t need to [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Love to love ya baby</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/22/love-to-love-ya-baby/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 22 Feb 2007 21:14:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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&#8220;Ready or Not&#8221; After 7 
I’m sitting in training class yesterday taking a major test for my job and of course my mind is wandering onto everything except the topic at hand. I realized something huge about myself that I knew, but didn’t understand the depth of and it all really clicked.
I’ve been sitting around for, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Soooo busted</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/19/soooo-busted/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 20 Feb 2007 01:39:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Impala/DistantLover</category>
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&#8220;I Try&#8221; Macy Gray
Dammit, DL forced my hand and ended up catching me.  I haven&#8217;t seen him pretty much at all this year.  All of my time until recently had been spent with myType, and emotionally I haven&#8217;t wanted to deal with anyoneor anything else.  In the past week weeks, DL has been calling me [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Moral/Spiritual dilemma</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/16/moralspiritual-dilemma/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/16/moralspiritual-dilemma/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 16 Feb 2007 16:50:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Faith</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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What’s a girl to do when you want to pray for someone to be happy even if that isn’t with you, and yet in your heart you really want to pray for everything to work out and you end up happily ever after? You know whats the right thing, and you know what you want [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Just another day</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/15/just-another-day/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 15 Feb 2007 16:48:37 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Leaves</category>
	<category>Trees</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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Valentine’s Day was uneventful. I’m not a big fan of the day to begin with so I was not at all bothered. It’s just another commercial holiday. You wanna woo me? Do something sweet on a random day. Anyway, I was inundated with text messages from the “little guys”; you know, those who aren’t really [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Gotcha!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/13/gotcha/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 13 Feb 2007 16:52:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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“Birthday” Destiny’s Child
Yeah he got me again. MyType showed up at my birthday gathering Friday. He actually got there before I showed up there. Everyone I knew was coming knew I was getting there later that I’d originally said, but I didn’t tell him because duh you said you weren’t coming. Oh well. We had [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Blessed</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/08/blessed/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 08 Feb 2007 15:10:36 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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&#8220;Closer&#8221; Goapele 
I got a new job already. Yea!!!  I start Monday.  I haven&#8217;t shared the news with myType yet. *sigh*  I haven&#8217;t spoken to him this week.  I haven&#8217;t called him and he hasn&#8217;t called me.  I get it, but it sucks.  He replied to the email I sent to my friends about going out for [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I wish&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/02/04/i-wish/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 04 Feb 2007 23:24:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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&#8220;If You Play Your Cards Right&#8221; Syleena Johnson

I could live forever in my own fear and therefore in my own little world 
You didn&#8217;t think I don&#8217;t understand
I could live in this bullshit theory that hurting someone a little now will save them a lot of hurt later
You were thinking about the fact that even though you [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/30/tick-tock-tick-tock/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/30/tick-tock-tick-tock/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 30 Jan 2007 23:45:10 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>Faith</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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&#8220;I Gotcha Back&#8221; Aaliyah
I realized today that I’m starting to become anxious about his deployment. It’s getting down to the last few weeks. Even though he doesn’t leave on his orders under Feb 20th, I won’t see him after Feb 13th or 14th. He has to go tend to some last minute business back home [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Out in the open</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/30/out-in-the-open/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 30 Jan 2007 23:41:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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&#8220;Alright&#8221; D&#8217;Angelo 
The talk we had yesterday was necessary; I just didn’t expect to have it so soon. In retrospect it shouldn’t have been quite so emotionally difficult, but because I am so emotional I guess that couldn’t really have been avoided.
We talked about our expectations of each other: now, during the time he’s gone and [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Back in one piece</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/28/back-in-one-piece/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 29 Jan 2007 00:45:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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“Where Would I Be” Kindred and the Family Soul
Last night I threw a going away party at my house for myType. It was meant to be a small gathering. It turned into a full fledged party. Thankfully, I didn’t freak out over the number of people that showed up…seventeen said they were coming, I think [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Sustainance</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/24/sustainance/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 24 Jan 2007 15:45:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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&#8220;Soon As I Get Home&#8221; Faith 
If you have read enough of my sickeningly syrupy sweet posts, do not pass Go, do not collect $200 because this is yet another&#8230;.lol

This post is really just one of those that&#8217;s meant for me to be able to go back and reflect when the need arises.  Friday night was [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I miss my laptop</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/18/i-miss-my-laptop/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 19 Jan 2007 01:52:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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“Funny How Time Flies” Janet Jackson
It’s cold out which leaves the lower half of my house cold, so I usually use my laptop to blog and whatever else upstairs in my bedroom. I don’t see the need to turn up my heat to be downstairs when I can just go to where it’s warm. Only, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Not completely heartless</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/14/not-completely-heartless/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 14 Jan 2007 19:25:19 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“Confused” Lenny Kravitz
I stumbled into a meaningful heartfelt conversation with CoachD a couple days ago. I was picking at him for disappearing after out last conversation and he revealed to me that he had to pull himself away from me because he couldn’t handle knowing that I was still dating other people. He said that [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The power of spoken word</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/10/the-power-of-spoken-word/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 10 Jan 2007 04:41:35 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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“If Only You Knew” Patti Labelle
How could I have known that once I said the words aloud that I’d have such a feeling of freedom from the fear of love. I said it out loud to myType last night for the very first time. After he left, of course I freaked out a little bit. That’s [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Because once you’re gone…</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/09/because-once-you%e2%80%99re-gone%e2%80%a6/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/09/because-once-you%e2%80%99re-gone%e2%80%a6/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 10 Jan 2007 03:25:19 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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&#8220;Between the Sheets&#8221; Isley Brothers 
&#8230;all I will have is memories: images and smells and ghost feelings of you lying here. It’s taken me all day to figure that out.
I couldn’t figure out why sleep doesn’t come so easily when you are here in bed with me. Even if you just put it on me until [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Easily amused</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/08/easily-amused/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 09 Jan 2007 03:31:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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Why am I so amused by the fact that CoachD is an Ohio State fan and myType is a Florida Gators fan? Either way, I’m subjected to a night of yelling at a tv screen. Of course we know who is NOT here watching the game…LOL

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		<title>If I was your girlfriend&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/07/if-i-was-your-girlfriend/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 02:36:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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&#8220;If I Was Your Girlfriend&#8221; Prince
I should get myself a girlfriend.  They can&#8217;t be as confusing or complex as men are.  I mean, I&#8217;m a woman, she&#8217;d be a woman, it couldn&#8217;t be that bad right?   Because men?!  Sheesh&#8230;I don&#8217;t get ya&#8217;ll.  Two days out of seven its peachy. The other five, wtf?!?!?!

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		<title>Protected: Before you go&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/05/before-you-go/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 05 Jan 2007 04:12:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>MyType</category>
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		<title>Settling back into what once was</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/03/settling-back-into-what-once-was/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 04 Jan 2007 03:51:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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“Back In Love Again” L.T.D.
MyType is back in town now, and I’m happy. We seem to have just fallen right back into our old patterns and habits. As he was getting back into town yesterday, we were on the phone and I asked him if he was going to have time to come by. He [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Ultimate Compliment</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2007/01/03/ultimate-compliment/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 04 Jan 2007 03:04:17 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“Like A Boy” Ciara
Apparently I have learned over the past year how to become hard when necessary. I would say that I have always been able to appear detached when necessary even when I don’t try. However, CoachD’s statement that all I’m missing is a dick and some balls pretty much cleared up any questions [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Hiding in the darkest place I can find</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/26/hiding-in-the-darkest-place-i-can-find/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/26/hiding-in-the-darkest-place-i-can-find/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 27 Dec 2006 01:33:14 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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“Encore” Cheryl Lynn
I didn’t know. If I had, I am certain I would not have allowed that one night to have happened. I should have known when I felt the same giddy, nervous tingles at the party anytime myType got near me that I wasn’t as over him as I really thought I was. Clearly [...]]]></description>
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		<title>One week later</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/24/one-week-later/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 24 Dec 2006 05:43:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“Gotta Move” Tamia 
Just damn hilarious. Hilarious that it took CoachD a week to admit what I’ve known he ignorantly deduced a week ago and has been mad about every since.
He saw a picture of myType and I at the party last weekend. He decided he wanted to know more about him and asked. I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Do what you feel</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/23/do-what-you-feel/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 23 Dec 2006 04:53:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“Certainly” Erykah Badu
I know I have funny ways when it comes to people having my back. If you are someone I feel is supposed to be there for me, when you don’t my feelings are HURT. Ignore the fact that you were there the 5 times previous to that. At this very moment, you aren’t [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Sweets</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/20/sweets/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/20/sweets/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 20 Dec 2006 05:57:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>Impala/DistantLover</category>
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“You Caught Me Smiling” Sly and the Family Stone
I just got the sweetest phone call from DL. His birthday weekend didn’t go as planned and I hadn’t heard from him since late Saturday night when he called to tall me all his friends has basically backed out of going out with him on the night [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Exit dislike, re-enter lust</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/18/exit-dislike-re-enter-lust/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/18/exit-dislike-re-enter-lust/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 18 Dec 2006 23:48:10 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>MyType</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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“Truth Is” Fantasia
Like I said in the previous post, I knew myType was going to be at the party Saturday. He had actually called me that night to see what I was doing; he’d forgotten about the party. I told him he needed to come through since he’s heading out to Iraq in a lil [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Winds of change</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/18/winds-of-change/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/18/winds-of-change/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 18 Dec 2006 16:33:15 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“Love Changes” Kashif &#038; Melissa Morgan
I’m comfortable with the adjustments that have been made to my relationship with CoachD. I spent a few days going through my feelings: hurt, anger, sadness, and finally after a lot of soul searching, praying, crying and just releasing, I reached peace. I haven’t necessarily reached a point where I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Hit and miss</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/16/hit-and-miss/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/16/hit-and-miss/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 16 Dec 2006 16:32:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>Impala/DistantLover</category>
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“Birthday” Destiny’s Child
DL’s birthday is actually today but he’d planned to go out and party last night and tonight. Since I had plans for tonight, I set aside last night to kick it with him. He was supposed to call me late in the evening so I figured I’d catch a movie in the meantime. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Came, saw, conquered</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/13/came-saw-conquered/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/13/came-saw-conquered/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 23:22:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“I Used To Love Someone” Anthony Hamilton
I was going to lay in bed and doze off until he showed up, but after his confession I couldn’t sleep. So I wrote the previous post to pass the time.
He showed up and we sat on the couch and conversed sporadically about nothing. I was still processing and [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Tuesday – 11:27PM</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/13/tuesday-%e2%80%93-1127pm/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/13/tuesday-%e2%80%93-1127pm/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 14:01:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“Too Good To Be True” Hil St. Soul
Aaliyah’s One In A Million starts playing on my cell. CoachD is calling. He’d asked me to call him after Nip/Tuck went off. I agreed to, but had no intentions on doing so. I have no obligations to him anymore. I didn’t expect he’d actually call me though. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Tired of pretending</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/11/tired-of-pretending/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/11/tired-of-pretending/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 12 Dec 2006 01:58:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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&#8220;Like A Boy&#8221; Ciara 
My prediction: The 24th hour was 11AM Sunday morning. He called at about 10:30 and said something came up and he wouldn’t be able to make it. I wasn’t the least bit surprised. I knew that he wouldn’t come through with them; they don’t exist and 24 hours was not enough time [...]]]></description>
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		<title>At this moment I feel&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/11/at-this-moment-i-feel/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/11/at-this-moment-i-feel/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 11 Dec 2006 19:31:57 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
 
Sadly, somethings I write become classical in the grand scheme of my life.  Though my writing style has grown over the years, the sentiments haven&#8217;t. 
What is it that they see
that drives them to react
like packs of dogs in heat
when I walk down the street?
So there’s a little switch in the hips
a little thickness in the thighs;
slim [...]]]></description>
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		<title>24 hours</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/09/24-hours/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/09/24-hours/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2006 15:19:06 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“4 Minutes” Avant
I’m done. I’m done going through the motions of trying to trust. I wont act like I’ve been successful at it, but I have honestly been trying to. But no more. CoachD has 24 hours to produce legal documentation that is evidence to this impending divorce. This comes less from me not trusting [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Say what?!</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/08/say-what/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/08/say-what/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Dec 2006 19:06:19 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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&#8220;Ascension&#8221; Maxwell 
It’s Friday, I’m amused and so I’ll document this just in case. A good friend of mine proclaimed today that I’m going to marry CoachD. Don’t ask me what she based that on, I have no idea whatsoever. I was talking with her this morning, telling her about us dating. When I was done, she [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Sometime you gotta lean</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/06/sometime-you-gotta-lean/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/06/sometime-you-gotta-lean/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:32:22 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“You’ve Really Got a Hold on Me” The Miracles
I’m realizing that I’m starting to need him. I don’t really like that. Not that I don’t ever want to need a man; I believe we all need someone special in our lives to hold us up, to hold us accountable, to hold us down. It’s only [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I want it, but not like this</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/03/i-want-it-but-not-like-this/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/03/i-want-it-but-not-like-this/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 04 Dec 2006 00:15:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“Where I Stand” Raheem Devaughn
I will be proud to end this year being able to say that I have mastered how to speak my mind without feeling guilty about it. I’m amazed at how far I’ve come in a year. I came to this realization this morning.
After a long night of laughing and chatting and [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Who is this Beauty?</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/03/who-is-this-beauty/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/03/who-is-this-beauty/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 03 Dec 2006 23:23:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
OK, I see I forgot to put the one question limit up…lol I would have posted the answers sooner but the one question that stumped me was asking for my most embarrassing moment. I don’t embarrass easily at all, so it took me a minute to come up with some thing.
My biggest fear: developing a [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I&#8217;m tickled pink</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/01/im-tickled-pink/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/12/01/im-tickled-pink/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 01 Dec 2006 21:08:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“Jealous” Sinead O’Connor
He however is not at all tickled and is a little more green than pink. CoachD is a jealous man and I couldn’t be more amused. I discovered he’s the jealous type a few weeks ago when one of the football dads kept talking to me at a birthday party. To give him [...]]]></description>
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		<title>One time opportunity</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/30/one-time-opportunity/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/30/one-time-opportunity/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 18:16:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[
I&#8217;ve seen a few of my favorite bloggers just open up and bare all in the past few months.  I&#8217;m going to jump on the bandwagon.  I&#8217;ll admit, I&#8217;m terribly frightened at what may be asked, but hey I&#8217;m feeling daring.  The clock starts now at 1:15PM on Thursday.  Twenty-four hours to ask me anything [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Whudathunkit?</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/29/whudathunkit-2/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/29/whudathunkit-2/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 29 Nov 2006 20:15:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
“Goodbyes” - Kelis
In the holiday rush, I managed to forget but have been reminded today. Last Wednesday I found out that myType is being sent back to Iraq early next year. I was surprised at my own reaction to finding out that information. I was/am deeply disturbed at the thought of him going there for [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Self distraction</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/29/self-distraction/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/29/self-distraction/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 29 Nov 2006 15:38:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Dirt</category>
	<category>Trees</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
&#8220;I See You in a Different Light&#8221;  - Chante Moore
My Thanksgiving at home was eventful, as things tend to be when I go home. Among the many things I got into, I made it a point to visit a friend of mine from high school. Back then we had a thing for each other that [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Show and tell</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/20/show-and-tell/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/20/show-and-tell/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 20 Nov 2006 18:05:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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 &#8220;Already Missing You&#8221; Gerald Levert
I never used to be one of those people who would say things in the midst of being angry that had to be taken back or apologized for later. I seem to have lost that ability to control my loose lips, because when I get mad at CoachD now I start [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Filling in the gaps</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/17/296/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/17/296/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 17 Nov 2006 20:13:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Impala/DistantLover</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[ 
“All The Things” Joe
This is the only man who kisses me when I don’t want him to and won’t kiss me when I want him to. Just keeps me on my toes. Once again DL comes in to ‘save the day’ when some other man is slackin’. How he became the ‘cleanup man’ is beyond [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Next time, I swear&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/16/next-time-i-swear/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/16/next-time-i-swear/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 17 Nov 2006 02:56:18 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Dirt</category>
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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&#8220;If You Died I Wouldn&#8217;t Cry&#8230;&#8221; Mya
I&#8217;ll do it the &#8216;right&#8217; way.  But as for this time, I&#8217;m doing it my way.  I&#8217;m working on getting confirmation.  I won&#8217;t rest easy until I know for certain, in black and white.

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		<title>Stepping extremely outside of my normal box</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/14/stepping-extremely-outside-of-my-normal-box/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/14/stepping-extremely-outside-of-my-normal-box/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 15 Nov 2006 00:52:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[“Slow Down” Loose Ends
Normally, I would’ve been pissed and not communicated until I wasn’t pissed anymore. Or I would have called and cussed. But two things are different this time around. The biggest thing is that I am taking a few new approaches with this relationship with CoachD. I’ve been saying all year that I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>This doesn’t mean I’m not over him&#8230;does it?</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/14/this-doesn%e2%80%99t-mean-i%e2%80%99m-not-over-himdoes-it/</link>
		<comments>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/14/this-doesn%e2%80%99t-mean-i%e2%80%99m-not-over-himdoes-it/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 14 Nov 2006 23:56:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>MyHero</category>
	<category>Fire</category>
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 &#8220;Just Like A Pill&#8221; Pink
I’ve had my fair share of men since myHero has been gone. And all the way up through myType, I haven’t been overly concerned with this issue. However, it’s been damn near a year now and this is still happening. So now I’m starting to worry, because I believe with all [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Ok so now what</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/13/ok-so-now-what/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 13 Nov 2006 17:15:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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&#8220;Catching Feelings&#8221; - Faith Evans 
So I finally get around to folding my laundry yesterday (I hate folding laundry) and I pick up my son’s football shirt to fold it and happen to read the names on the back of it. I’m skimming over the kids names, then skimming over the coaches names and my eyes [...]]]></description>
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		<title>High strung</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/09/high-strung/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 09 Nov 2006 19:34:35 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
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&#8220;Twisted&#8221; - Keith Sweat
 I&#8217;m annoying myself today.

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		<title>Sybil&#8217;s peeking through</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/08/sybils-peeking-through/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Nov 2006 21:46:39 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Rain</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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&#8220;Crazy&#8221; - Gnarles Barkley 
As I was driving to the courthouse, I felt my actions were justified. It was while I was driving home from the courthouse this afternoon that I started thinking to myself that maybe I should walk away from this thing with CoachD.
I drove up there this afternoon to look up his file [...]]]></description>
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		<title>“Please don’t make me reach across this table”</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/07/%e2%80%9cplease-don%e2%80%99t-make-me-reach-across-this-table%e2%80%9d/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Nov 2006 00:18:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Lightning</category>
	<category>MyType</category>
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&#8220;Get Gone&#8221; - Ideal 
Short recap because I’m really over the whole thing and even writing about it just expends more energy than I want to on it. MyType and I went to lunch yesterday. He pissed me off because he was running late and didn’t call to say anything. By the time he got to [...]]]></description>
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		<title>As convinced as it gets</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/06/as-convinced-as-it-gets/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 06 Nov 2006 19:10:35 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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&#8220;Seven Days&#8221; - Mary J Blige 
If this man is lying, not only do I deserve to be gamed, but he deserves an Acadamy Award for last night. I almost feel bad for putting this in writing.
Note: there’s some rambling in this post

CoachD came over last night and we watched the football game. Well, he watched it, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I Am Number 1</title>
		<link>http://www.beautifulnothot.com/2006/11/05/i-am-number-1/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 05 Nov 2006 19:55:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Beauty</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sunshine</category>
	<category>CoachD</category>
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“Sophisticated Lady” – Mya
This afternoon’s conversation about what CoachD and I got into last nigh