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Now what?
Living in Confusion - Phyllis Hyman
We had a good couple days, maybe even a week or so. But I was sitting on a realization I came to Sunday. I only sat on it because there were a few other stressful things going on in our lives so I didn’t want to compound it, but I […]No nookie nookie
You Gets No Love – Faith
Well on the up side, I’m quite over myType. Although I doubt I’ll see him again anytime soon, I have no fear of still having any feelings of anything more than a friend. I’m overjoyed by that.
On the downside, I’ve come to the conclusion that the lack of sex drive […]Can’t get it up
“I’m just trying to enjoy the non sex that we’re having” – Chris Rock in I Think I Love My Wife
No not him, me; I can’t get it up. I haven’t had a sexually desirous thought or feeling in months now. Initially it was just a problem 2 weeks out of the month. Because the […]Just in case…
International Player’s Anthem - UGK/Outkast
…my level of stupidity is in question; let me quantify how stupid I really am.
I’m not over myType which is absolutely INSANE. The man makes it opaquely clear that he doesn’t want to be with me before he leaves. Then he cuts off conversation with me for months while he’s gone. […]To sleep or not to sleep
I never thought there was a such things as being too tired to have sex. Don’t laugh; I’m serious! I’ve never been the type that couldn’t stay away to do it, or even have the energy to do it. Now tired and miserable the morning after, I get; but not too tired to get it […]
Because I’m stupid
Crybaby - Mariah Carey
What the hell is wrong with me?! Why did I send myType that damn email? Why did I let myself get upset by his typical unemotional, insensitivity? Did I think he’d changed? I know I didn’t. He didn’t say anything I wouldn’t have expected coming from him. Yet, I found myself emotional […]Wild, randomness
What Happened - Algebra Blesset
I keep thinking of things I want. Material things I want to have or want to do. I want to go to the spa. I want a new purse. I want to go shopping for some new clothes. I want to buy some new furniture. I want some jewelry. I want […]After five days…
Resentment – Beyonce
I’m in a place where I finally am thinking about praying about it. After 5 days I’m finally in a place where the words even form in my head. Because before this moment, there were no words, no coherent thoughts, no processed feelings…just raw emotion. I wish I could talk about how last […]Turbulence
Right To Be Wrong – Joss Stone
We’re at a critical juncture. What happens from here could make or break our relationship. We’re still fighting over the eviction papers. It’s become less about the papers themselves and more about the principles behind giving them and not giving them.
We fought Monday night. It wasn’t so much that […]Bullying
Only For You – Eric Roberson
Compromise – “to make a shameful or disreputable concession” wouldn’t compromise with their principles
This is the first time I’ve ever doubted what I feel and it scares me. The remote thought that I’m wrong about a future with #48 is almost unfathomable. But today that’s the feeling I am having.
I […]
