'Dirt' Category
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I Want You – Common
I think I’m giving up on myself. I really think it’s not in me to do this whole commitment thing. I’m too weak, and hell does anyone else really do it anyway? I don’t believe they do. I don’t know of a single person who has never ever done it before.
Let […]Damn! Who let Inga out?!
About to Hate Me – Kelis
I like how you seem to think that I will overlook things that don’t change if enough time goes by. Did you think that I would keep addressing the issue repeatedly? I asked who you she was and I took your explanation at face value initially. I even disregarded the […]Stupid aint quite so stupid anymore
Sleepin’ In My Bed – Dru Hill
No stupid is about to become a demonstration. #48 is about to get a demonstration of my statement that I’m not leaving, but if you fuck up I will make your life a living hell.
Once again I find that he and this chick are still in communication. He hasn’t […]Get errr done!
Neva Scared – Bone Crusher
I have unrealistic expectations. When I was married I just thought my husband was lazy. I had to do all the work, because waiting on him it was likely to never get done. I’m realizing now that I’m somewhat of a work-a-holic and when I think something is important and needs […]Protected: What I Knew Then…What I Know Now
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Self distraction
“I See You in a Different Light” - Chante Moore
My Thanksgiving at home was eventful, as things tend to be when I go home. Among the many things I got into, I made it a point to visit a friend of mine from high school. Back then we had a thing for each other that […]Next time, I swear…
“If You Died I Wouldn’t Cry…” Mya
I’ll do it the ‘right’ way. But as for this time, I’m doing it my way. I’m working on getting confirmation. I won’t rest easy until I know for certain, in black and white.Irons in the fire…Pt.1
“It’s So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday” – Boys II Men
Sadly, the time with ThePleaser has come to an end. The lines of our lives crossed a bit too much and my conscious simply won’t allow me to keep him around knowing what I know.
I got an email Friday morning from an address that […]Jigsaw pieces
“Gotta Go” Trey Songz
ThePleaser came over Thursday and Friday night. He serves a good purpose. He’s now the in town equivalent of OSB. Getting bits and pieces of everything I want and need from this one and that one.
Thursday he came over because we wanted to hook up again soon and he was going out […]My own personal pleaser
“Dirty Little Secret” All American Rejects
I am so out of character right now and it really feels good. I met this guy yesterday through an ad online. He posted it, I responded. The gist of the ad was that he was looking for someone to have a completely anonymous experience with. Only what he wanted […]
