'#48' Category
Letting go
Song and Image to come when I come down off the drugs
Right after I wrote the last post I had a conversation with my best friend who has worked hard with her fiancee to overcome some bad decisions they both made. In summary, it’s time for me to let go. Let go or trying to be […]Now what?
Living in Confusion - Phyllis Hyman
We had a good couple days, maybe even a week or so. But I was sitting on a realization I came to Sunday. I only sat on it because there were a few other stressful things going on in our lives so I didn’t want to compound it, but I […]No nookie nookie
You Gets No Love – Faith
Well on the up side, I’m quite over myType. Although I doubt I’ll see him again anytime soon, I have no fear of still having any feelings of anything more than a friend. I’m overjoyed by that.
On the downside, I’ve come to the conclusion that the lack of sex drive […]Damn! Who let Inga out?!
About to Hate Me – Kelis
I like how you seem to think that I will overlook things that don’t change if enough time goes by. Did you think that I would keep addressing the issue repeatedly? I asked who you she was and I took your explanation at face value initially. I even disregarded the […]Stupid aint quite so stupid anymore
Sleepin’ In My Bed – Dru Hill
No stupid is about to become a demonstration. #48 is about to get a demonstration of my statement that I’m not leaving, but if you fuck up I will make your life a living hell.
Once again I find that he and this chick are still in communication. He hasn’t […]Can’t get it up
“I’m just trying to enjoy the non sex that we’re having” – Chris Rock in I Think I Love My Wife
No not him, me; I can’t get it up. I haven’t had a sexually desirous thought or feeling in months now. Initially it was just a problem 2 weeks out of the month. Because the […]Lose ‘em how ya got ‘em
Blu is a Mood – Blu Cantrell
The words said to me by #48’s wife via email during a brief exchange a few months ago. Every now and then they haunt me. I wonder if that will be my fate. Had I known, would I have done anything differently? I really don’t know. But I […]Panty droppin’
So Lady – Mary J. Blige
I guess its really bad when your man comes to you and asks how much money you need to get some new underwear…lol I’ve been needing to go buy some more but of course it hasn’t been a priority. I almost feel bad, except its just damn funny! LOLAll in
Butterflies – Alicia Keys
So I’m all moved in*biting nails* Yes I won’t even pretend that I’m not a little scared and freaked out. We live together for real now. The ‘officialness’ of it is frightening. I guess that means the commitment itself is frightening. But I haven’t ever successfully been committed someone, which is a […]Better than adjusted
I’m out of town for work this week and I’m beyond ready to get back to my family. I’m so blessed that #48’s sister was able to come stay with at my house to take my son to school in the mornings. #48 leaves far before the crack of dawn so picking him up in […]
