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About to Hate Me – Kelis

I like how you seem to think that I will overlook things that don’t change if enough time goes by. Did you think that I would keep addressing the issue repeatedly? I asked who you she was and I took your explanation at face value initially. I even disregarded the mention of her when I heard her name out of your wife’s name. It was you who said her intentions towards you were out of line and that you had no need to remain in contact with her. It was you who said you would cease communication. I addressed my concern last month when I saw that she’d text you last month and you claimed at that time to not know why she was texting you, why she wouldn’t stop. It was you who said that you would change your number to resolve the issue. I said then I didn’t see why all of that was necessary, why you couldn’t simply explain to her that you no longer desired to communicate with her. But I knew then that the problem was not just her. You weren’t conveying that to her. Either on accident as not to hurt her feelings, or intentionally because you were going to remain in contact with her. I see that the latter was the case because once again I find that you two are still in communication.

Now here’s my issue and really it’s pretty simple. Number one: YOU said that her intentions towards you are out of line. That alone should give you reason to not keep in contact with her. You have no ties, she’s ‘just a friend’, and you have woman. That should be enough. Number two: she was an issue in your marriage, which tells me that there’s something not quite right in the air.

So with those things spelled out, I see where your priorities are. With yourself. You can feed me that link about “what you do should take precedence over what you don’t do”. Go right ahead. I’ll take that because you give me everything I need and what I didn’t know I needed. You know me better than I know myself and you take care of my physical, emotional, and material needs. So with all of that, my love, with you I will remain. But everything I have just outlined will also explain my future actions as well.

That’s all I have to say.