Archive for June, 2008
A little ways back
Goodbye - Tevin Campbell
I saw this guy in the post office the other day who reminded me of DL. I wonder how he is doing. I won’t reach out to him, but I wonder. I believe out season ended when I moved here. Some irreparable damage was done on both sides and the nature of […]Just in case…
International Player’s Anthem - UGK/Outkast
…my level of stupidity is in question; let me quantify how stupid I really am.
I’m not over myType which is absolutely INSANE. The man makes it opaquely clear that he doesn’t want to be with me before he leaves. Then he cuts off conversation with me for months while he’s gone. […]To sleep or not to sleep
I never thought there was a such things as being too tired to have sex. Don’t laugh; I’m serious! I’ve never been the type that couldn’t stay away to do it, or even have the energy to do it. Now tired and miserable the morning after, I get; but not too tired to get it […]
Lose ‘em how ya got ‘em
Blu is a Mood – Blu Cantrell
The words said to me by #48’s wife via email during a brief exchange a few months ago. Every now and then they haunt me. I wonder if that will be my fate. Had I known, would I have done anything differently? I really don’t know. But I […]Because I’m stupid
Crybaby - Mariah Carey
What the hell is wrong with me?! Why did I send myType that damn email? Why did I let myself get upset by his typical unemotional, insensitivity? Did I think he’d changed? I know I didn’t. He didn’t say anything I wouldn’t have expected coming from him. Yet, I found myself emotional […]Struggle x 2
Crossed My Mind – Jill Scott
Number 1: I find my co-workers brother who recently got hired on here attractive. There I said it.
Number 2: MyType is back in Atl. How does that affect me since I’m in Houston? You’d think it wouldn’t at all, right? Wrong, I still think about him far too much and […]Panty droppin’
So Lady – Mary J. Blige
I guess its really bad when your man comes to you and asks how much money you need to get some new underwear…lol I’ve been needing to go buy some more but of course it hasn’t been a priority. I almost feel bad, except its just damn funny! LOLAll in
Butterflies – Alicia Keys
So I’m all moved in*biting nails* Yes I won’t even pretend that I’m not a little scared and freaked out. We live together for real now. The ‘officialness’ of it is frightening. I guess that means the commitment itself is frightening. But I haven’t ever successfully been committed someone, which is a […]
