Archive for December, 2006
Hiding in the darkest place I can find
“Encore” Cheryl Lynn
I didn’t know. If I had, I am certain I would not have allowed that one night to have happened. I should have known when I felt the same giddy, nervous tingles at the party anytime myType got near me that I wasn’t as over him as I really thought I was. Clearly […]One week later
“Gotta Move” Tamia
Just damn hilarious. Hilarious that it took CoachD a week to admit what I’ve known he ignorantly deduced a week ago and has been mad about every since.
He saw a picture of myType and I at the party last weekend. He decided he wanted to know more about him and asked. I […]Do what you feel
“Certainly” Erykah Badu
I know I have funny ways when it comes to people having my back. If you are someone I feel is supposed to be there for me, when you don’t my feelings are HURT. Ignore the fact that you were there the 5 times previous to that. At this very moment, you aren’t […]Sweets
“You Caught Me Smiling” Sly and the Family Stone
I just got the sweetest phone call from DL. His birthday weekend didn’t go as planned and I hadn’t heard from him since late Saturday night when he called to tall me all his friends has basically backed out of going out with him on the night […]Exit dislike, re-enter lust
“Truth Is” Fantasia
Like I said in the previous post, I knew myType was going to be at the party Saturday. He had actually called me that night to see what I was doing; he’d forgotten about the party. I told him he needed to come through since he’s heading out to Iraq in a lil […]Winds of change
“Love Changes” Kashif & Melissa Morgan
I’m comfortable with the adjustments that have been made to my relationship with CoachD. I spent a few days going through my feelings: hurt, anger, sadness, and finally after a lot of soul searching, praying, crying and just releasing, I reached peace. I haven’t necessarily reached a point where I […]Hit and miss
“Birthday” Destiny’s Child
DL’s birthday is actually today but he’d planned to go out and party last night and tonight. Since I had plans for tonight, I set aside last night to kick it with him. He was supposed to call me late in the evening so I figured I’d catch a movie in the meantime. […]Came, saw, conquered
“I Used To Love Someone” Anthony Hamilton
I was going to lay in bed and doze off until he showed up, but after his confession I couldn’t sleep. So I wrote the previous post to pass the time.
He showed up and we sat on the couch and conversed sporadically about nothing. I was still processing and […]Tuesday – 11:27PM
“Too Good To Be True” Hil St. Soul
Aaliyah’s One In A Million starts playing on my cell. CoachD is calling. He’d asked me to call him after Nip/Tuck went off. I agreed to, but had no intentions on doing so. I have no obligations to him anymore. I didn’t expect he’d actually call me though. […]Tired of pretending
“Like A Boy” Ciara
My prediction: The 24th hour was 11AM Sunday morning. He called at about 10:30 and said something came up and he wouldn’t be able to make it. I wasn’t the least bit surprised. I knew that he wouldn’t come through with them; they don’t exist and 24 hours was not enough time […]
