Archive for October, 2006
Well…
“Hip Hop Star” Beyonce
The stars have aligned in some uncommon order because not one, not two but three different men shocked the *ish outta me yesterday.
First, ThePleaser emailed me and asked me where we stand. I told him that we can be friends but the physicality of our relationship has come to an end. He […]Irons in the fire…Pt 3
“Not Feeling You” Not Feeling You” Yvette Michelle
I’ve been traveling with OSB all week this past week. I’ll be out with him for at least next week and possibly longer. And I’ve been in my own bed the entire week. Neither of us has sought the other out. I haven’t gone after him because in […]Irons in the fire…Pt 2
“Play Your Cards Right” Brownstone
CoachD and I had a few good conversations during the week. Monday was the only day my calls when straight to voicemail. I didn’t address it with him, I just let him talk. He told me about his ‘situation’ at home. He’s in the middle of a divorce in which he […]Irons in the fire…Pt.1
“It’s So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday” – Boys II Men
Sadly, the time with ThePleaser has come to an end. The lines of our lives crossed a bit too much and my conscious simply won’t allow me to keep him around knowing what I know.
I got an email Friday morning from an address that […]Not to be ignored
“Say My Name” Destiny’s Child
CoachD’s got something going on. I don’t know exactly what but my instincts tell me that something is being covered up. Saturday we exchanged numbers. We spoke briefly and then later in the day he called and left a message for me. I called him back and left a message. Phone tag. […]Foolishly
“Fool of Me” Me’Shelle N’degeocello
I don’t even know exactly how to explain why I called myType. Friday I saw that he’d changed his response for Saturday’s event to not attending. Saturday, I expected him to show anyway, since I was duped by the last event and response. When he didn’t show I wondered if he didn’t […]Tired
“Next Lifetime” Erykah Badu
Man, I do enjoy the time that The Pleaser and I spend together but right now I am so tired I want to cuss. I can barely hold my eyes open and I am praying that no one comes looking for me before noon. He came last night around 10:30 or so […]Warm and fuzzy
“Are You That Somebody” Aaliyah
*giggle*CoachD asked me if he could kiss me tonight. I haven’t been asked that question since I was 18. And at that time I thought it was one of the sweetest things a guy ever said to me. I thought the same thing tonight.
He’s been vying for my attention since the […]Undoing the damage
”Back and Forth” Cameo
I wanted to let the phone call just roll by and act like it never happened, but of course I couldn’t get it out of my head the rest of the afternoon. Should I call him back? Should send him a voicemail? Should I just act like it never happened? If I […]And I was right
“You Got Me Waiting” Fantasia
I so didn’t want to be. The very night I sent the message with the info, myType sent me an IM thanking me and answering a question I had up as my IM status. I responded with a simple “np” and closed his IM window. I didn’t want to hear […]
