Archive for August, 2006
At the moment
I need to admit my weakness for a minute. I’m sad, lonely, and scared. Yes, ninety-five percent of me is comfortable in this time away from myType. If it turns out that this mood he says he’s in is really his cowardly way of backing out of this relationship, that part of me is already […]
Faith/life mantra
In the growing list of bloggers I follow, today I visited Seven. I love her blog because she is so real, and raw, yet she holds fast to her faith no matter what she does. It’s always clear that she works to maintain a balance between life and faith. She ended one of her recent […]
All over the place
Oh boy, this is not good. Power is an aphrodisiac. Even more than that, someone in a higher position looking out for me is a turn on. Especially when it’s someone who has nothing to gain from it. My office spouse sent me an email today that essentially covered my ass in a situation that […]
Queen of Moody
I know that I am prone to mood swings. I tend to internalize them for the most part but I do have moments where I just don’t want to be bothered with anyone at all. And it’s nothing personal; I just need that time to myself. I know people like that, but I’ve never dated […]
Looking at the front door
Have you ever let a little thing here go by and then another little thing and then another, until you realize that you have stockpiled those ‘little things’ and they are now making you nuts. Yep, that’s me right now. Being the over sensitive creature I am, I’m finding that stockpiling is not good for […]
Lifestyle hardships
I used to be a dancer. Yeah “that” kinda dancer. Think less Strokers, more Cheetah. I did it off and on for about six years. Once I moved here I gave it up for good.
When I first did it, I just wanted to see what it was like. I was 19 then and I only […]
Virgos are the devil
I have a friend, CT, who for nearly two years has had a thing for me. We go round and round and the bottom line is it’s just been bad timing. I was with myHero, he was single. I left myHero, he had a girlfriend. And has been with her for well over year now. […]
Did he just say…?
In typical me fashion, I have to take a minute to look too deep into a little bitty statement to see what I want to see. MyType, my son and I went out to dinner last night. The two of them get along way too well, its really cute. I hope I haven’t made a […]
And…
The weekend’s highest point came from lying in bed listening to him sleep, appreciating his silhouette in the dark. Mmmm, the man is just so sexy.
That is all.
Shall I Overcome?
My biggest fear right now is that I won’t be able to overcome my insecurity and mistrust for anyone. I don’t know if it’s too soon for me to ‘be over’ it with myType, but after two months I still find myself questioning things he says or places he says he’s been. Only to find […]
