Archive for July, 2006
Eyes wide open
Today’s revelation truly has been years in coming. When I started this blog almost fifteen months ago, someone wise told me that I was going through the experience I was in at the time because subconsciously I thought that’s what I deserved. When I finally realized what she meant by that I felt a new […]
Didn’t meant to turn you on
I did a bad thing. I didn’t mean to, it was very unintentional, but I did it anyway. I think I encouraged DL to come around again. I’ll take some of the blame but really I don’t think I didn’t anything way out of line. He’d had some movies that I’d wanted to see, he’d […]
Wanting to change a few of my stripes
I swear the more emotionally wrapped up in myType I become, the more sensitive and over- reactive I become. And of course I am annoying myself. Damn, does anyone else annoy themselves? Today’s gripe is because he didn’t call me yesterday. That’s it, that’s all. Freakin’ spoiled. My son is gone to visit with his […]
Way way backed up
I said I was backing up, and I did. And DL hasn’t really stepped forward, so that’s that. I haven’t seen him in about two weeks, since the minor blowup we had. I backed up just to allow space to see what he wanted, and what he would and would not do. I stopped making […]
Can I get off now?
Damn I’ve been on a rollercoaster the past two days. I’m at the tail end of the first disagreement between myType and myself, work is frustrating the hell out of me and to top it all off I get a call that my moms is sick. Dammit, I just came from home two days ago; […]
Just damn busy
On one hand there’s not much going on. The long weekend was great, and as I typically do, I got in equal amounts of rest, work, chillin’ and partying. Saturday morning I got up and took myType to pick up a rental car because he was going out of town until Tuesday. I realized that […]
