Archive for April, 2006
What the hell man?!
That’s all I can say about this weekend. Never a dull moment around here I tell ya. Who do I start with?
Let me go easy first. Impala and I are settled into a nice comfortable consistent pattern. He makes me smile when no one else can. Time still isn’t going by fast enough til he […]Fearful but fearless
I’m completely annoyed with myself right now. Once again, I admit I am a hypocrite. I’m an emotionally damage hypocrite that recognizes that I have to go through it to get past it, but going through it is really gonna be hard.
I made it sound so easy, so simple telling Impala that it wasn’t fair […]Feelin’ this all day everyday
Let me say that everyone one around me must hate the Ne-Yo CD by now because that’s all I play. All Day. E’ry Day. I’m hooked. Everytime I hear http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/neyo/signmeup.html”>Sign Me Up, I get all antsy and stuff thinking “Oooh oooh that’s me right there, listen he’s talking ‘bout me”
“A nice boot with jeans that […]An update here and there…and some randomness
To no surprise, theVirgo never called. Oh.no.I’m.so.devestated.
*Please don’t miss the sarcasm there*
NEXT!…
Impala and I talked Sunday nigth after he got back to campus. We were both disappointed that we didn’t get to see each other before he left out, but I had cooked Easter dinner for my friends and he left early in the afternoon […]Happiness above all else
“Men are emotionally abused by women just as women are by men. The only difference is in how men handle the abuse. They tend to hold on until it builds up and they explode or damn near explode.” (http://jade31.blogsome.com/2006/04/13/a-learning-experience”>Jade, 2006)
Not that I didn’t already know this, but this weekend was my first up close and […]A baby would’ve been easier to deal with
Instead what Impala wanted to talk to me about was much more emotionally impacting. Summing it up, he needed to let me know that he wasn’t open to trusting another woman, now or ever. Apparently the last relationship he was in for a year and some change did some damage to him that was more […]
Choppin’ em up and spitting ‘em back out
They always come back! And the sweet, sappy, wanting to please everyone me used to take them back and get stepped on in one way or another. And then would look back and wonder ‘how the hell did that happen?’
Oh but now, I’m a little bit older and a whole lot wiser. I’m happy to […]Honey, he ain’t round here
You can check back today, tomorrow, next month, next year…your man ain’t here. Always nice to see you though. Hope life is peachy with you and the little one:)
Whew, Ok I just had to get that out.Refreshed
Waiting until Impala came home was not an option. Maybe if we didn’t talk to each other until that time I could’ve, but by then I’d more than likely have just lost it completely. But since we spoke Friday night after I got in from kicking it with theSenior, I still have my sanity.
I forewarned […]Sometime I really amuse myself…
Which rounds out the times I don’t like myself…lol Some people I am sincerely genuine with. I honestly am shy, and coy, and flirty. I honestly am pushy, and bossy, and a little selfish. It all depends on who you are as to which one you will see. The amusement is being able to turn […]
