Archive for December, 2005
A new year of Perseverance
Falling in love sucks. Well maybe I shouldn’t be so specific as to say “in love” but falling for someone in general sucks. When you are young and full of naievity, you have no idea to be afraid and guarded and cautious of falling for someone. You embrace those butterflies that signify that lust is […]
Mild random angry rant
Finding myself to be more and more angry lately about my relationship with myHero. Not so much because of how it ended because I am glad it did. But more because of the effect it is having on me in regards to liking anyone new. I’m wondering if this is me finally getting angry over […]
A steamy Christmas night
As much as I love Atlanta, there isn’t much to do here sometimes besides party. I didn’t really want to party with TheModel on Christmas night. Having not seen him about five weeks I kinda wanted to just exchange gifts and spend some time with him alone. Kinda hard to do that when we both […]
Giving, getting or taking
“Are we exchanging gifts?” I’d been asked this question two weeks ago and kept my excitement at bay when I told TheModel that whether we exchanged gifts or not, I had something for him. Now of course, I had been trying to figure out what the heck that was going to be since the week […]
Holiday cheers
I’m trying to act like I’m not excited but I am. TheModel will be here for Christmas and possibly through New Years. I am looking forward to having the opportunity to spend some time getting to know him some more. It’s funny because we’ve known each other for well over a year and it’s not […]
Reality bites…again
So am I a hypocrite? Or just confused? I just got through saying in my last post that its easy to not hurt by not feeling. Yet, I got reality handed to me last night. My mom’s house was broken into yesterday afternoon. She lives in a bad neighborhood and refuses to move. She’s home […]
Weekend check-in
My “love life” seems to have come to a lull for the moment and I don’t really mind.
SL and I keep in touch but it’s obvious on both ends that ain’t nothing much coming from our friendship. Plus he got on my bad side Thursday, which he didn’t have any wiggle room to do. I […]Contract Renegotiations
I’d like to say I’ve been true to my word and chillin’ by myself…but I’d be lying. Well wait, it’s not all that bad, I’m just still surprised at who is in and who is out and the fact that I’m even in the position to play the dating game still catches me off guard […]
