Archive for October, 2005
Two ships on the Erotic Ocean passing in the night
LOL how funny is it that my Hero came over last night and yet hasn’t seen the “new” Me. The change I made is so drastic but we were practically passing ships and he hasn’t seen me. I can’t wait to see what he thinks…lol
What he did do though is come though and lay it […]Red is back!
Appearance is everything and I have mine back to where I am satisfied with how I look even on my worst days. It’s amazing what making a (not so) small change to your appearance can do for your confidence. http://thequestforlove.blogspot.com/2005/05/not-just-nice-guys-anymore.html”>Peaches is usually the more confident one (ok fine, she’s bordeline conceited…LOL) and I am the […]
Safety net
Last weekend I worked all weekend. And I found myself chatting via IM with a guy in a closely related department. It began as a work related conversation but then we kept chatting about just ’stuff’. And found ourselves having a lot in common. It was amusing to me becuse before last weekend, we’d really […]
Trick or Treat
Today is a good day all around. I woke up feeling rejuvenated after posting last night. Once again, praising blogging for putting my two favorite things together: a diary and the computer….lol
I’m going to a couple Halloween parties this weekend and with my costume, I can rest assured that quite a few guys […]Smack
Ok, coming down from my “bad bitch” attitude for a moment and feeling down. I guess I been doing pretty good. It does hurt, but still not as bad as it has before. It’s mostly because I’m thinking about what it’s gonna be like when he’s not in my life any more. I feel lonely […]
My letter to you - dated 4/30
I was feeling kinda down this morning, just still coming to terms with the end of this relationship withmy Hero. He came over last night and our intimacy is just so lacking, for obvious reasons. It is merely physical and nothing more. The moment we were “done” all I could think was “could you get […]
WTF?
Ok, maybe because he is hurt because of the accident, whatever “resetting” my Hero had planned got put on hold. Because we didn’t do a damn thing last night out of the ordinary. He rented a couple movies and after I dropped my son off for the weekend, I came home watched one and then […]
Protected: Like Toni said…PLEASE!
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How in the hell…
…am I supposed to leave when my Hero does the stuff he does. Grrrr, it’s so annoying that he is so damn good to me. I know this is a good part of why I have stayed so long; because he treats me like a queen and spoils the hell outta me.
Today, I lost my […]Game or be gamed
I find myself more and more giving relationship advice to guys around me. It’s usually close fam or friends; giving advice to a guy who is semi still trying to holla is a new one though. Or I should rephrase: he has been trying to run game to work his way back into “hit” and […]
