Archive for June, 2005
Like I needed proof of my addiction
If you ask me, it had been 9 days since my Hero and I had spent any time together(let him tell it, it hasn’t been that long though..lol). We’ve both been really busy. He’s come by to drop a thing or two off, and we see each other in passing at a club one night, […]
The Good News Is…(Addendum)
I recognize that I talk too much. Not that I talk a lot, more so that I reveal too much of what I’m thinking. Sadly, I see this is not the best thing to do, at least in the beginning…I don’t know, maybe never. I see that revealing what I’m thinking and feeling gives the […]
Letting the inner “man” in me out
Mariah, Jada, Vivica, Amerie, Megan Good, Toni, any of the DC girls
What do they all have in common?
Please, just let me be the dress they wear for one night. Any one of their dresses. I’m not stingy at all. Doesn’t have to be all of them; doesn’t matter which one of them. Goodlawd, they ALL […]Preparing for the future
Sometimes you need to see something in print to have it help sink in. So I’m writing this now so when the moment in time finally comes, I can reach back in the archives and read it over and over as needed.
“The time has come. He is not going to leave them, whatever the circumstances […]I Don’t Know If I Know How To Date
Soliciting advice…ya’ll help me out here please…lol
Ok here are the facts:
I met this guy a few weeks ago, and I’m acatully interested in getting to know him. This doesn’t happen very often. We’ve talked on the phone for the past week or so and coversation is pretty good. We had plans to go out on […]The good news is…
I recognize:
I am in “relationship mode”
that I fall too fast
I give too much to soon
I can feel for someone other than my HeroAw shoot, I think I may be a lil dangerous now…lol I’ve figured out at least a big piece of the puzzle. I know all the W’s: who, what, when, where, and why. […]
*@$#*$%@!!! - This is all the warning you get on this entry
Dammit, I refuse to think I am just blind, dumb, and/or stupid. I am 26 damn years old; been married and divorced, and am raising a very bright young man, practically by my damn self. I am educated, and as much as I hate my job it is still a job that requires more thought […]
Admiration and Integrity
It’s been three workdays now, and I still am not over the shock of my at work crush being gone. I came in at 7 this moring, which used to be his schedeule, and instictively I walked by his desk looking for him. I didn’t think I was going to be this affected, but I […]
The calm during the storm?
***Warning: there will be random rambling in this entry.***
Its been 20 days since the “come to Jesus” conversation with my Hero. And the first 17 were beautiful. Peaceful, at least in my heart. It felt good to know what’s what, and feel like I can believe the words coming out of his mouth. I can’t […]Escape to the world of fantasy(Book Meme)
Beloved tagged me anout 2 weeks ago, and I have been so busy I haven’t had a chance until now to get to it. I used to read so much when I was younger(i.e. had less responsibilties), I’d confuse things I read in books with real life stories people shared with me. I’m a little […]
