Archive for May, 2005
The line has been crossed
It’s hard losing someone who is such a good friend and overall person just because they can’t stop obssessing about you sexually. I have had some people in my life that have really been good friends in one way or another; cool to chill with, great to talk to when you need someone, execellent parents […]
Half Full or Half Empty
I used to think I was one of those optimistic, positive outlook, “glass half full” kinda people. You know one of those who no matter what happens, always seems to put a positive spin on things. I’m starting to wonder if maybe I’m losing that. I love my mom, she drives me crazy, but at […]
It could be worse
It’s a three day weekend and of course my silly behind volunteered to work…hard to pass up overtime. Thankfully, there are a few upsides. One: there are 10 of us working, and they are all people I’m cool with. Two: I know it won’t be that busy so I can get a lot of the […]
To the extreme
Maybe its a normal thing and I just don’t realize it. Having a feeling, any feeling, so extreme that is almost consumes you, just can’t be normal. It sounds like some kinda depression-type symptom. You know, hella happy one day and then insanely pissed off the next. That can’t be right. But that’s how I […]
No witty title…just releasing
Not sure that I’ll even post this. Today, at this moment, I am just really deep down sad and hurting. And I can’t really put a finger on the exact cause of it. I want to take the blame on myself because really anytime I get hurt its because of the expectations I have placed […]
When you wish upon a star
As I drove home tonight, I caught sight of a falling star. Of course, my first instinct was to make a wish. “I wish that as I walk across the stage to accept my degree, I gaze out into the audiance and my Hero is standing with and cheering along side my family, happy to […]
It ain’t poetry…
Poetry isn’t my forte when it comes to writing, but every now and then I am stuck with feeling that have to escape one way or another. The result at times is not so bad…lol
What is it that they see
That drives them to react
Like packs of dogs in heat
When I walk down the streetSo there’s […]Not just Nice Guys anymore
The saying goes “Nice guys finish last”. Well I’m finding the pretty girls rank pretty high up there with the nice guys. Not only do we finish lst but we get screwed over in the process.
Case #1: Lil Bit is very cute. One of them high yella gals. Pretty face, petite frame, very outgoing personality. […]Overdose
In thinking about writing this post earlier in the day, I was thinking about talking about how love is addictive, very much like a drug. How when you are in it and around it, you see everything through thisbeautifully, glowing rosy haze where even the bad goings on are still all good. That was before […]
Random Friday thoughts
Damn I feel sexy today in my jeans and t-shirt.
Amazing what perming ya hair will do to your confidence…lol
My At Work Crush sure looks sexy with his Dominican tan.
Wondering if my “purpose” for going through all this drama with my Hero is because I have been judgemental of other’s relationships in the past..wondering if the […]
